I haven’t slept well in two months and I can feel myself going insane

By Mary-Ann McCall, May 17, 2020

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I haven’t slept well in two months and I can feel myself going insane Image

There are loud voices in the day, and loud voices in the night.
I want it to stop.

Backs quickly turn around when I scream to stop, only to start again hours later. 

I day dream of the voices going silent, scrubbed cleaned, cleansed away for the sake of mine, however, the sake of mine is not worthy. At least, not right now.
I look to my car for safety. A safe space to sleep, eat, to study. It won’t last forever. It won’t work. 

I’ll soon be back in my room, sleep deprived, simply hearing white noise, black noise, yellow noise, blue noise.  It’s trying to reach me, but I want to scream instead.

I want it to stop. Perhaps earplugs will work instead

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