I’m sending this cause I’m in isolation & going through a break up. Who else would I even send this too? Who wants to hear this. IDK. I just want to put my sad thoughts out into the universe
I loved you for 9 years, more than a third of my short life.
Surviving long distance to moving in together during a pandemic. 8 days of living together, 1 night of waking me up to tell me you loved me, 1 morning of watching me sleep, 1 final pandemic dinner.
How do you cleanse yourself of a best friend & a romantic partner?
How do you cleanse yourself of the dreams and future you promised each other?
I didn’t want it, you’ve asked me to, but you didn’t tell me how.
How do you stop the denial – the thoughts that I will fix it, I will fix us. Where do you go for support in a pandemic?
No one to hug me, no one to meet me for a glass of vino when I need a quiet cry.
There is no book or guide to tell me how to do this.
How do I do this!!!!!Return to issues