I have so much anger!!!!!!!!!!
towards the world! towards people! towards me.
it feels like there’s a hole in my chest, I feel like I’m getting eaten alive.
In my heart it hurts so much, it’s heavy, it’s like my heart has been stepped on.
Not like a simple step but like an intentional stomp.
an intentional stomp that screams “I hate you I hate you I hate you”
whether if it is my blood boiling or all the ice coffee I’ve been drinking, I feel so sick to the stomach.
it’s so hard, I feel like I’m a ticking time bomb, easily aggravated, barely able to hold myself together.
blasting a random song on repeat, hoping it will flood out the horrible thoughts I have, the hardest thing right now is holding my tears back, it’s a physical fight between me, myself and I.
I just feel like I shouldn’t be feeling what I’m feeling.
I feel like I’m overreacting????????
So don’t worry about it, I’m okay
I’m just tired,
I’ll get over it.
It’s just another day of my life.Return to issues