No one told me how it would be.
Nobody could tell me what do to, how to act, when to forget.
Something so many people understood. Suddenly I felt like the only girl in the world.
I wish I could’ve told you but what would you think, even more clueless than I was.
Something that has escaped everyone’s minds, weighs me down.
I see differently, I’m not who I once was and pretend to be.
Conversations now aggravate me knowing this reality.
I wish someone told me I would feel like this.
No one could.
An instinct that has torn me open in a way I could never prepare you for.Return to issues